Sometimes, all you need is just ONE PERSON to believe in you. Mine, funny enough, is a former PAI. I'm terrified at the prospect that I might actually make a bigger leap in my career that I initially thought I could. But then ago, life happens. And the past comes into play really hard when talking about the future.
I wish I knew how to block adversity from barging in my life and taking down any last incredulous hope of confidence and self-esteem. Man, it sucks starting all over again. The pattern is repulsive, the success of getting back on straight feet is admirable though. It does make me feel strong, even if for a short while.
Insecurities bring people down. I know what factors into making my insecurities go up. Funny enough, it should be right the opposite. It should give me strength to be better every day.
And dreadfully, I need to bringing myself up all over again today. If I didn't know any better, I would say I actually enjoy it.